This symphony is an expansion of Monument and Reflections, a flute-and-piano work, written as a crude sketch in 1978, which was conceived as little more than a play with ostinatos and an experiment in relating together two exotic scales, the first of which is a sad Japanese-sounding one and the second a curious and very colourful scale which can be full of darkness and menace, which bears the distinction of having a flattened second note, a sharpened sixth and a missing seventh. Despite its being written at that stage for just flute and piano, what emerged was my most symphonic and organically conceived work up to that time. Its title was with me from the start, and I sought to convey the sense of reflections both pictorially, as reflections in some deep dark lake, and in the reflective spirit of certain sections. The monument of the title was never intended to be specified or physically represented; it merely indicated something of the essence of the whole work.

However, during the orchestration and associated elaboration of the work a vision emerged of mysterious shadows and spirits in dark northern forests, which resulted in the new title for the symphony. But then in the light of a more recent understanding of the background of the work's inner content, I amalgamated the two titles for the symphony; both of them are just too pertinent for one to be abandoned in favour of the other. In producing the symphony from the original work I retained and adapted the prominent piano role.

As for Monument and Reflections as it now exists - this has been produced by taking the original, rather crude and sketchy piece and incorporating various improvements that were made during composition of the Third Symphony. Even though it would be listed as 'chamber music', it is still a symphony at heart, as it always was. Although the flute and piano duo is the original version, in my view the most effective version of this chamber work is the trio for flute, clarinet and piano.

I avoid setting out to express my own emotions in music. In my experience all fields of art work better when the artistic creator follows the inner logic intrinsic in the starting materials of a piece. If a fire burns within the creator, then, without any attempt to express emotions, fire will be in his art and it will inspire higher and deeper emotions and visions than the pathetic animal emotions of one insignificant mortal in one transient life upon this little world. In the case of my 3rd Symphony a disturbing quality has emerged, which was not of my original choosing, and which some listeners find difficult to come to terms with. As I experienced the symphony, it seemed to carry a burden of some deep loneliness and suffering which was not of this lifetime.

The burden of this work is such that its 'positive' ending feels like no more than a distant dawn light, seeming to reflect a resolution that is longed for rather than yet experienced, and it is necessary for the listener to move on to other works of mine to find that resolution.

Although I have hinted at some sort of past life experience(s) being implicated in the background to this symphony, I urge people not to go making the simplistic sort of statement that I have already seen posted in public about it - that it is about particular past life experiences of mine. That is a very limited and limiting view of music which should really be allowed to mean all manner of things to all manner of people. I am not saying at all that this symphony is 'about' one thing or another, but I am simply giving some pointers to how I have experienced the music as I produced it, and to a way that it could be experienced by some other people. All truly inspired art is liable to draw on experiences that are deep within the artist's consciousness, without him ever seeking to produce works 'about' these things.

The Symphony is headed with these (provisional) lines:

The following section titles, really belonging to Monument and Reflections, the original flute-and-piano work, are a late afterthought, and are purely for the benefit of newcomers to the work who want some sort of guide to start them off; they don't reflect an original plan, programme or interpretation of the work at the time of composition. These sections still exist in the symphony, with one addition (No. 7), though their 'meaning' has become more ambiguous.

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The opening of the section entitled Longings! Longings! Longings! in Monument and Reflections.
The tenuto marks are there to indicate not detachment of the notes but a
 slight emphasis and hint of a pause to let the effect of a particular chord strike home.